i will not blog in this blog anymore. :) anyway. there must be an end 2 sth b4 e start of sth. soo..

bye:)
Patricia ♥ || 9:49 AM

thank you pple for caring. i am feeling better le. haha. maybe cos of pms ba. ypuyup. thanks for asking if i am ok. yupyup. i am ok. :)

hmm. wats my feeling aft quitting my job. honestly. i feel more relieved. ya. like lesser stress. haha. n i got another tuition. yay!! afew more n i can just stop looking le. wahahaha/ cool. haha.

its weird how i didnt realli felt too tired waking up like 6am in e morning for lesson. maybe getting used 2 e timing. but no more of such timing next year. realli taxing lah. haha.
Patricia ♥ || 11:44 PM

hai. not sure why but feeling quite moody. hmm. not sure. but just dun feel like smiling. yupyup. maybe cos too many things happening..

hmm. quit e empty vessel place. means lesser income. got to look for more tuition. ahhhhh. tuition tuition tuition. pls be attracted 2 me. here here.

plus havin 2 teach ur own relatives. realli bring lots of trouble. tuition fees part is llike. roar. hello. it is soo low. n u wan soo many things from me. pls lah. wat u wan me 2 do. u ownself teach lah. stupid find me for. irritating pig. dun think i dun make noise means i take everything k. u r just stupidly pushing my limits sickening pig. ROAR.

sorry. but just that i think that i have been too nice a person to everyone that they all take me for granted. stupidly bully me when i dun make noise. sickening pigs out there. i have my own limits. onli that my limits are soo much lower as compared 2 other pple out there. soo stupidly sickeningly stop pushing anymore. i am just sooo going 2 explode here. n honestly. it wont be nice if i realli were to explode. it will be super ugly for everything. honestly. my limits are reaching. i am just being nice and sickening pple just keep pushing my sickeningly limits. honestly. i realli feel like scolding vulgarities now. pple who know me knew i nv or even hate vulgarities. soo u all can guess how pissed off/ angry/ sad/ annoyed/ irritated by all these sickening pple. they show me that it dun pay 2 be nice. in e end u r bullied. soo wats e use of being nice. honestly. its no long "u reap wat u sow" its like "u will nv get wat u provide". i thot that by treating pple nice, they will do e same to u too. cos seeing pple smile realli make me happy. so i will try my best to like make surrounding fren and relatives smile by helping them in every way. but wat do i get in return?? shit. nothing but shit. soo do i still have 2 continue 2 be nice 2 everybody?? i duno. continue 2 let pple bully me?? continue 2 be unhappy on my own??

honestly. i think i should think more for myself. if i dun think for myself. who will think for u?? ans:nobody.

hai. thanks for letting me let out all my anger. i mean i do feel alittle better. now that i say everything out. realli.
Patricia ♥ || 8:56 PM

wahahaha. 2mr i am leaving e empty vessel. wahahaha. cool. nice. super duper happy. honestly. it is like hmm. freedom that i am looking for since like thousand years ago. wahahaha. lalalalalala~~ hehe.

finally. i am getting back my "daydreaming cum thinking" period. haha. getting soo busy these few days. make me lost my period. wahaha. honestly, i am soooo in love with daydreaming. its like hmm. u can realli go blank n dun think of anything.. looking at e blue sky, feeling e breeze blowing towards your face, feeling e sand below . isnt it just sooo wonderful?? aww~~ its like at that time, theres nothing for you 2 worry. no difficult problems for u 2 solve, no evil pple for you 2 face, no stress for you 2 face, no sufferings for you 2 endure. sooo nice. honestly. this is my dream life when i grow old. stay in a nice small countrylike cottage with a nice beach at e side, and then everyday, i will go 2 e beach with my hubby n enjoy every last moment with him. talking about all e sweet n nice memories, enjoying e sea breeze, if possible, enjoying sunrise n sunset. honestly. isnt it nice. thats y i love beaches. especially those with white sand, blueish green sea that is soo clear that u can c e bottom of e sea.

wahahaha. okok. enough of dreaming.. hehe. its soo nice 2 be daydreaming of nice thing, cos aft that u will feel sooo good. haha. STUDY TIME. hai.
Patricia ♥ || 10:51 PM

AHHHHHHHHHH!! aft hearing sooo many good remarks of "did u hear about the morgans", i sooo feel like watching. aww.. okok. jio pple go watch with me. wahahaha. cos i got soo much time. wahahahaha. goody good.

haha. honestly. i was alittle sian of working today. just wana sit there n rot my way thru. hai. soo wat if e appearance seems e best?? if e interior is sooo lousy n anything worst u can think of. it is nothing but a wrapped up s***. honestly. is empty vessel makes e most noise. realli stupid n irritating. HATE IT. ROAR.
Patricia ♥ || 8:17 PM

my darling boy is starting sch 2mr. hehe. just like a small sch boy going sch. hehe. must rmb 2 bring ur "lunchbox" k.. hehe. cute boy of mine. aww. i just love 2 pinch n squeeze ur face. hehe. muackz.

had a hard time clearing my rm. cos too many things 2 clear. including 5566 stuffs. sorry 2 announce that all their stuff are in e rubbish bin. hehe. sorry. cos collecting too much dust le. n honestly i am shocked 2 realli find out sooooo many 5566 stuff. it is more than wat i expect. haha. shocked. i only clear their mag, posters n pics. albums i will keep. haha. a least some memories of them. haha.

830 lesson 2mr. utimate sian-ness. hai. but no choice. realli have 2 endure like.. 3 more mths. cos i still have jan, feb, april. yupyup. n then exams. omg. 5 more mths. okok. study have 2 commence like 2mr when i reach hm. okok. no more shows or watsoever for e next 5 mths. i only realise like now that i have only 5 mths. omg. another shock. hai. okok. got 2 get some beauty slp.

nite nite.
Patricia ♥ || 11:08 PM

had a great time with darling boy 2dae. though most of e time we were slping. haha. but seeing him laugh till he felt alittle headache makes me happy. in a good way. not that he had a headache. haha.

aww. his sch is starting soon. means more studying for me. hai. i guess its realli time for me to start studying too. cos prelims coming n soon it will be exams. aww. but. of cos i have 2 aim for my 2nd class upper. woot.

sometimes words from frens realli get u into thinking. honestly. i have been thinking for like a day. but. i am still not sure. honestly. how am i suppose 2 do?? hai. it has been bugging me for a day. wat should i do?? how??

starting our diet period from today onwards. darling boy n i are going on a diet. hehe. so that we can maintain healthy.
Patricia ♥ || 1:01 AM

ouch!! my leg is aching. around e ankle there.. :( maybe being walking around too much le. past few like weeks. have been walking too much. having alittle impact on my ankle. but weird that it is only on 1 leg. haha. quite pain when i climb stairs or even walk long distance. hai. growing old le. tats y all problems coming out. haha.

past few days having going 2 nuh. honestly. comparing nuh and tan tock seng hosp. i prefer going 2 tts hosp. cos maybe it is a small hosp. soo no big major surgeries taking place there. soo u seldom c like seriously injured pple being pushed around. yucks. btw. rmb tat motorbicycle incident on new year. 1 of e gal pass away, while e other is injured. she is in nuh icu too. but still have lots of surgeries 2 go thru. e father was shocked. cos he thot her daughter went out 2 work. in e end coming back with news of her in hosp. this is wat he told me. ya. soo tats y I WILL NV ALLOW SURROUNDING FRENS OR WHOEVER RELATED TO ME 2 LEARN MOTORBIKE. UNDERSTAND. UNLESS I AM DEAD!!!

aww. have been listening this song like soo many times today. its like super nice n sweet. i realise richie ren is quite charming n cute n sweet. haha. n e way he sing 老婆. is like rite from his heart, soo it sounds super sweet n cute. aww ~~

finally. darling boy is back. :) miss him soooo vvvvv much. went 2 airport 2 meet him. aww. soo sweet of me rite. hehe. i went there also partly 2 help him carry his stuff. cos he may be tired. haha. but appears 2 be different. he seems quite like energetic. haha.

okok. rest time. honestly. my leg seems alittle like cramp n at e same time, no feeling. aww. wat is happening 2 me??

darling boy. go c our blog. theres updates. hehe.
Patricia ♥ || 11:40 PM

darling boy.. i had tried 2 control not 2 cry when i miss u le. but last nite when u call me. i was trying 2 control. not 2 let u know i miss u n cry. i dun wan u 2 feel sad n have no mood 2 shop for e last day. but sorry. i just cant control. tats y i put down immediately aft we say bye. n i cried sooo hard. :( i miss u badly.. :( now. my eyes r quite swollen le. :( hai. on e 1st nite. i cried. 2nd nite. i controlled by making myself realli tired b4 i go 2 bed. last nite. i cried again. :( aww. darling boy. lucky 2mr u r coming back le. :) counting down. i will be going airport 2 meet u. planning 2 give u a surprise. but last nite u called. soo i just ask u. n in e end. u knew tat i am coming 2 meet u. no surprise anymore. but nvm. as long as u r happy. i can c u. everything doesnt matter anymore. :)

love u darling. muackz.
Patricia ♥ || 12:59 PM

hai. have been rushing to n fro to n fro to e hosp. quite tiring. since it is at nuh, e furthest away. wow. tiring. adds on that it is saddening 2 c my uncle. like in great pain till he cant talk, grabbing onto e railing tightly n even using his toes 2 grab onto e railing of e bed. is like he is sooo healthy during cny last year. n now. aft e operation. he is lidat. realli sad. hai. is like. aww. somemore in icu, he is like having soooo many tubes into his body. aww. painful. realli hurt 2 c that. heartbeat faster than other pple. sooo painful that have 2 keep putting e 吗啡(duno how 2 spell in eng). a type of strong drug to help ease e pain. aww. soo pple stay healthy.

have been soo tiring these few days. going 2 pay my exam fees 2mr. bday party 2 attend on fri. start of e year, means even closer2 exams. job interview 2mr. aww. all these happening. without darling by my side. seems like i am too overdependent on him. everyday, i am counting down 2 e day he comes back. still have 2 more days. b4 he comes back. hai. it is 度日如年.. everyday is like going thru a year. saddening.

just a complaint. i realli hate, loath, detest pple who just say but no do. if thats e case, then dun promise, or say anything lah. cos when e time comes, n theres nth. it is realli disappointing. honestly. dun anyhow promise if u think u cant. cos its realli stupid n irritating. ok. enough of complaint.

hmm. have been thinking of whether 2 give darling boy a surprise when he returns. haha. cos i am afraid he will be realli tired when he returns. n may not have e mood 2 like c me or sth. but i can help him 2 carry his luggage rite?? but. i still trying my luck on that day. wish me luck pple. hopefully he is surprised n happy. cos i am afraid he may be angry. cos he says he dun like surprises. hai. wat kinda weird boy am i with.

memories of 5566 come back. was watching their concert, all their songs. aww.. bring back sooo many memories lah. memories of them, how crazy i am over them. how their shows bring sweet memories. haha. honestly. it shows how innocent i am lasst time. haha. keeping all their songs, watching all their shows. keeping all their posters and pictures. haha. how silly i am. last time all my organisers are like 5 times thicker than e original one. haha. cos of all my memories in there too. some memories of 5566. haha. but i cleared them alreadi. n i recall. last time my sch table have a plastic cover over it. n we are allowed 2 decorate it. n of cos. i have all my 5566 pics all over. soo during lessons when i fall aslp. i will get 2 dream of them. haha. jking. but thats how i think last time. haha. cute rite. i think soo too. hehe.

okok. fin of all e crapping. watching my "ghost rider" now. n counting down 2 7/1..
Patricia ♥ || 12:05 AM

:( this is how i am feeling now. insomnia. hai. just exactly how e song is.


sian lah. pout. everytime i keep having illusions that my phone is ringing. hai. terrible. hard to fall aslp. keep checking my phone. when i know nth will happen.
counting down 2 more days. hai. sian lah. just immediately aft new year. n i am feeling lidat. hai. super sian.
Patricia ♥ || 3:35 AM

4/1.. 2nd day darling goes overseas. wonder how is he.. did he take care of himself?? is he feeling cold there?? cos i am feeling cold here. due to e stupid weather. can he slp well?? should be ba. cos this darling boy of mine. is a heavy sleeper. a very heavy one. hehe. hope u r enjoying urself there. though i am missing u here. :( cant slp well last nite. tossing n turning e whole nite. hai. think tonite will be lidat too.. cant wait till thurs where i can hear ur voice. hmm. or should i go airport 2 give u a surprise?? hehe. but i not sure where 2 find u. hai. maybe i should give u a surprise. wahahaha.

miss u lots darling boy.
Patricia ♥ || 9:45 PM

hai. maybe cos these few days, there are like sooo many things to do. i am feeling kinda stressed n like hmm. duno leh. just cant be myself. like sth lost lidat. quite sian n everything. hai. sian. 2mr lesson early in e morning again. n now i am not asleep yet. super sian. hai. nvm. gtg n slp le. just need 2 complaint alittle.
Patricia ♥ || 1:10 AM

omg. i was watching 珠光宝气 just now. n was watching how e most evil person do her acts. omg. stupid irritating gal. i c le. almost wana scream at her till her ear go deaf. where got pple sooooooooooooooooo super irritatingly evil de. this kinda person ah. realli must go jail, kena hit in e pi gu infinity times also not enough lah. stupid evil person. i feel like slapping her lah. roar. *slap slap slap slap slap* till her face become swollen. worst than any animal. AHHHHHHHHH.

phew. finally let oout e anger. hehe. sorry. i watch shows always lidat. haha. but this time. e stupid gal realli soooooooooooo evil, that i almost wana scold vulgarities. nv have i being soooo agitated by e show. wow. haha.
Patricia ♥ || 2:01 AM

wahahaha. happy 2010. happy new year. 2009 is the past. think positively for 2010. :) a brand new year a brand new life...

hmm. 2009 was a year that is full of ups n downs. many things happen. hmm. should be more downs?? haha. but luckily, it was over le. yay. woot.

last year, get 2 celebrate my 1st new year, 1st anniversary with darling boy. get back my results for my 1st year exams, hmm. not v good. but i will work harder next year de. jiayou. hehe. hmm. e worst happen in my life. broke up with darling boy. it was e worst in my life. imagine like watery eyes just by standing in e mrt train?? trying 2 starve myself cos of no appetite?? making myself busy just 2 forget everything?? but it make me successful in dieting. haha. jking. but. luckily darling boy. wahahah. u r still mine. wahaha. bleah. though sometimes e phobia still comes on n off. but as time past, it should disappear alreadi. :) hopefully.

okok. done with e past. now for my resolution for 2010...

1) study well for my exams, hoping for a 2nd class upper. hehe. jiayou pple.

2) earn more more money. have being slacking for e past few months. haha. sooo jiayou pple. huat ar. hehe. kaching kaching.

3) to make myself healthier. i realise i am like sooo weak. easily i will just faint or get cramps in my leg. alittle scary. soo. try 2 get a balance diet.

4) of cos, to be a better person than last year. improve myself in all ways. my attitude, my bad characters and all e bad things. please let them leave me. :)

5) to pay more attention to my family members. i realise last year, i didnt spend time with my family often. sooo. this year, i will try my best to communicate more with them.

6) make full use of e cam that darling boy gave me to create more memories.. :) it has being sth that i wanted to do since young.

7) lastly. to daydream more often. haha. dream of sooo many impossible stuff. like dreaming of me being an air stewardess(which some of my frens encourage me. but i think they are crazy), etc. haha. psst. daydreaming is my fave hobby. soo i believe daydreaming can make me feel better. wahaha.

these are e few resolutions to pay attention to. but of cos more to come when time past. haha. soooo. happy holidays pple. enjoy our new year. n stop thinking that e world will end on 2012. i think it is stupid. even my parents are thinking likewise. it is like *knock knock* hello wake up. it is just a myth. I DUN BELIEVE.
Patricia ♥ || 4:34 PM

only those who truly love u n care about u are able to cheer u up.

aww. i am sooo hungry now. :( can fin eating an elephant already. hai. sian lah.

no mood 2 continue.
Patricia ♥ || 12:15 AM

29/12 alreadi. and i havent even start my revision. :( hai. no discipline at all. tsk tsk. hmm. maybe. might as well wait till aft new year. wahaha. since it is like next week?? hehe. on ah. wahahaha. but of cos. if i suddenly have e mood 2 be studious. y not. haha.

my sneezing marathon is back. haha. like sneezing more than 8 times everytime i start 2 sneeze. i forgot wat was my record last time. but my frens. rmb 2 count for me e nxt time i sneeze in front of u all. haha. this is in e genes. but only my grandma n i have it. haha. special huh. haha.

pple pls take care of ur health huh. dun eat too much food that are high in cholesterol. realli. it is like scary. it will block ur arteries and cause death. omg. no wonder soo many pple can die just by jogging or exercising. cos of this. imagine having all 3 of ur arteries blocked up by more than 80%. how r u going 2 breathe n everything. sooo please pple. eat healthily. for e sake of living longer. haha.

was browsing thru my ipod. n realise. e oldest song i ever had is 等我回来 by 郭富诚. haha i think this song super fits him. cos his voice is like those quite softspoken n caring n sweet type. super suit this song. heard of this song when i watch 百万大歌星. n i was omg this song is nice. haha. "in love with you" is a super nice song. realli. i am trying 2 get e female part where she pratically scream at e top of her voice. i just cant. i will just 破音. haha. but another nice song. omgomg. this korean song. realli nice. i realli listen to it like more than 5 times everytime. nv will i get bored of it. "love 119" by k.will feat. mc. mong. honestly. if u watch "we got married" u will find this song pretty famillar. haha. it will become my ringtone like at this very moment. haha.

okok. time 2 do my stuff. nity nite
Patricia ♥ || 12:34 AM

finally. christmas eve. hehe. looking forward to celebrating christmas with darling boy. we will enjoy ourselves on that day ya?? haha.

aww. awfully painful. e pain that i nv look forward to. i hate it. :( i can like explode due to e pain. stupid pig lah.

12+ late at nite. nth much 2 munch on. soo guess wat i just ate, an apple and a pear. WOW. i mean. is like soo late at nite. haha. maybe cos i didnt really eat much for dinner. n soo started 2 get hungry. went 2 e kitchen n found nth but fruits, which are counted as a healthier alternative as compared to chocolate. have 2 try 2 eat healthier, christmas coming. having a party 2mr, christmas having a good time with darling boy. aww. being eating like a glutton nowadays. but today. wahahaha. finally, my appetite getting smaller, and i am reducing e amt of sweet drinks intake per day. have 2 train my appetite 2 be as small as before. if not, how can i ever grow thinner. hai. piggy me alreadi. even darling boy commented too. :( omg. soooo. my 1st resolution for e new year, grow thinner.

been watching hk drama, i can say sth. it is honestly so much better than spore drama. i mean, it is not as draggy as spore drama, which is sooo much better. it cuts all e unnecessary stuff. comes straight to e point. hehe. now i am chasing my “珠光宝气” honestly. it is sooo nice. i realli love e role of 陈豪 in this show. he is sooo very super nice and sweet guy. a potential nice bf cum husband. realli. haha. not sure when will i fin this series, but have to get ready which drama 2 watch nxt. i hate e feeling when e drama ends. its like soo sad that it end, like e drama should continue like forever?? haha. though it will nv happen. hai. sooo which drama 2 watch?? not sure. but for e time being. i will stop my studying for maybe afew days. maybe will start aft christmas. haha. soo relax time for me. try 2 watch as many episodes of 珠光宝气 as possible. cos aft christmas. intensive studying cos by then new year, lots of bdae 2 attend, lots of frens 2 meetup and revision class starting. :( soo happy watching for e time being.

merry xmas pple. my wish for christmas is for spore 2 snow. like may once?? just for a day. haha. wont it be cool n nice?? it was my wish n dream since young. when i was young. i had a dream that spore realli snow. i woke up in my dream 2 c my window full of snow. but only 2 wake up from my dream to realise it was just a drea. aww. sad.
Patricia ♥ || 12:49 AM

hehe. today i enjoy ourselves at darling boy house. went 2 get our ingredients for our homemade lunch. hehe. had soo much fun preparing. i enjoy it darling boy. :) though in e end e one who cook it is my cute darling boy. :D hehe. love e food. though no pics. cos all of them are in my mind. hehe.

but now i not feeling well. headache + feeling bloated. i wan my darling now. :( i feel v uncomfortable. darling boy. i miss u. :(
Patricia ♥ || 12:29 AM

happy happy mood now. hehe. ytd. i found sth that can motivate me 2 study. realli. omg. i had e shock of my life ytd. hehe. now, i am more motivated to like maybe try 2 start studying now. wahahaha. cool man. woot woot.

hehe. darling boy. thank you v much for e cam. hehe. i love it just as much as i love u. hehe. it is sooo nice. just my fave colour. hmm. but i heartache that u bought sth soo ex for me. zhi dao ma. thats y i didnt realli express myself well. cos i more of heartache. though i am happy. hehe. i will treasure this cam de. n take lots of photo of u. wahahaha. u cant escape. hehe.

wa. today super tired. maybe cos e weather is super cold. v suitable 2 slp now. nite nite.
Patricia ♥ || 11:58 PM

happy 17 anniversary darling. :) more anni to come..

went to yum cha at chinatown today with darling. haha. quite ok lah. as in. maybe like 6.8/10. if like restaurant standard is 10/10. ya. haha. didnt take any photos. cos my hp cam is not good. so yupyup. maybe nxt time will take more photos. haha. have to find back my fave hobby of taking photos. haha. maybe i should get a good cam?? hmm. that should wait like years later. hai. for e time being. have to make do with a not so good cam lah. haha.

heard lots of stories frm frens these few days. one advice for u all. hmm. just cont to do wat u all think is best for ur partners and frens, pple. if they take it for granted. let them be. as time pass, they will eventually regret wat they had lost. realli. by then it will be too late for them 2 change anything. too bad for them then. nothing can change anything alreadi. dun get too upset by these kinda pple kk. :) there are still nice pple around. like me. :D the ms nice person. treat me good lah. hehe. ignore them. they are not worth of ur tears. honestly. one day they will taste their own medicine.

hai. have to study study. thinking bout next year realli makes me feel super sian n more sian. hai. #$%^&*@#$!%$%. roar. makes me feel even more dun feel like studying. help me...
Patricia ♥ || 10:09 PM

wahahaha. full full. *feel my tummy* hehe. went crystal jade @holland village with darling boy. wahaha. yumyum. steamboat buffet with e xiao long bao. whaha. nice food. or maybe e only thing nice is e xiao long bao. hehe. too bad i am too full. if not i will order another one. haha.

assignments coming in. so far 3. omg. GG. have 2 find e motivation 2 start studying. but how?? holidays for everybody. omg. hai. maybe i should like force myself 2 study like now?? haha. n study till wee hours. so tat i am realli studying?? eh. wat am i talking?? honestly i duno. my mind now is filled with lots n lots of xiao long bao. omg. yumyum. ahhhhh. greedy me. how am i going 2 reduce fat like tat.

okok. study time.
Patricia ♥ || 11:34 PM

wahahaha. finally finish my most lesson of the day. mon. should be 3 lesson. but. hehe. i self declare not 2 have e last lesson. cos e lecturer is reading directly from e notes. word for word. n guess wat. i think e lect currently is like less than half filled?? bravo. haha.

waking up early in e morning is a torture. but 2day. i pratically pull myself 2 e toilet. haha. slept llike 1+ e nite b4?? aft being NAG at by darling boy. hmpf. 猪头pig. wahahaha.

arms were aching like nobody's business. cos sunday went ikea 2 buy a cupboard. sort of a little renovation of my rm. i simply love my cupboard. :D but e process of bring back 2 my hse n fixing it is like super torturing. plus i am kinda weak. while fixing i have 2 repeatedly squat n stand. makes me like blankout everytime i do it. seriously. like 5-10 secs that i cant c a single thing in front of me. omg. scary. my mama is going 2 cook those black chicken related soup for me. hai. bitter. somemore i was forced 2 drink like some herbal tea just now. luckily it was sweet n not bitter taste at all. poor me:(

hehe. 2mr another feast time with my darling boy. hehe. yumyum. we are like growing fatter, but still cant control temptation of food. hehe. thats us. e pig pig couple. haha.

miss my darling boy. though i just met him like afew hours ago?? hehe. silly me asking silly qns 2 my darling boy just now. sorry darling. wont ask anymore le. :)
Patricia ♥ || 11:41 PM

wow. long since i write sth here. haha. maybe cos i was eager to fin my hong kong drama. 珠光宝气 haha. realli nice leh. hmm. more of looking at all e bling bling n high heels tat e taitais in e show wore. haha. honestly. they wore realli nice gowns n high heels with matching handbags. cool. haha.

also chasing my we got married. doreen watched too. haha. yay. aft watching. i feel like watching boys over flower again. (*-*) hehe. n cos of that. i am so into etude house too. haha. n guess wat. i went etude house like 3 times within 1 hour?? haha. 1st i went in to buy my stuff while waiting 4 e rest. then doreen came n i brought her there 2 buy her stuff. next wendy came n we 3 went there again. wahaha. i think e salesperson must be thinking that i am crazy. haha. but realli nice. soo pinky. haha. my dream type of room when i was a small girl. haha.

i am like growing fatter every sec. ate nice but fattening food n not exercising a single bit. omg. *slap forehead* cannot. starting frm 2mr. hmm. eat healthy food. only 1 meal of like either rice or noodle or bread per day. try 2 avoid fried food if possible. hmm. so far thats it. haha. at e same time it helps me to save $$. haha. just bought a lappy. soo time 2 save $$.

gal. stop thinking sooo much can. i feel like taking away my brain. ROAR. stupid irritating brain.
Patricia ♥ || 12:23 AM

hehe. watch 2012 with darling boy. FINALLY huh. haha. hmm. e movie is like wow onli. not WOW. or maybe e advertisement seems good. but when realli watching e actual movie. it is like okok nia. not very WOW type of movie like how it seems b4 it is showing. haha. but overall. it is quite worth watching lah. haha. only 1 stupid thing. e stupid group of ah tiong sitting behind me. keep talking loudly n KICKING MY CHAIR. realli stupid lah. pig head lah. when they talk loudly, i shh loudly at them. but they deaf de. cant hear. keep kicking. i look back n stare at them. they pretend didnt c n keep kicking. lucky darling turn back n tell them 2 stop. if not i wana slap them when e movie end. stupid uncivilize group of pple.

haha. super tired now. nite nite
Patricia ♥ || 2:26 AM

wahaha. e after effect of drinking e night b4. morning. i overslept. omg. late 4 cls like for almost 15 mins. power. haha. feeling alittle tipsy in e morning. or maybe just plain tired. eyes closing. keep on yawning. haha. cant take in wat e lect talking.

wa. tottenham vs wigan. 9-1 wow. cool huh. haha. i wana play with wigan. confirm score. no matter how lousy i am. haha, jking. but honestly. it is like easy peasy for tottenham. really. haha.

omg. have to start 2 study again. since i borrowed e book 2 study. hai. sian lah. roar.

cold cold weather. good time 2 slp. whaahahaha.
Patricia ♥ || 1:03 AM

wahahaha. finally get 2 bake my muffin today. haha. being have e urge to cook or bake. haha. but after baking i dun feel hungey at all. maybe cos of e smell of food.

drinking wine now. at this timing. cos my family open a bottle just now. soo i am drinking now. haha. feeling quite warm in e cold weather. which is good. haha.

ok. maybe i am alittle drunk?? haha. cos honestly i have no idea wat am i writing. hmm. better stop here. haha. if not i will say out secrets that i shouldnt say. haha. jking.

bye pple. going 2 watch my show n slp soon. morning cls 2mr. AGAIN. roar. i dread going 2 sch early in e morning. 830 lesson. next time nv will i choose morning lesson anymore. regreted lah. honestly. stupid timing.
Patricia ♥ || 12:10 AM

TGIF. wa. i am like practically counting down e hours to 5.30pm today. haha. finally. totally no mood 2 work today. realli. i am like walking around n talking to my colleagues. haha. slacking all day.

cold weather for e past 1 week. good weather 2 slp. + freezing cold office. even better. no matter how many cans of red bull or coffee can help. haha.

was clearing my room last week. realise that i had been super crazy over 5566 last time. haha. was chatting with wendy bout this. we both love 5566 last time. haha. i spent like hundreds on them?? hmm. albums, posters, picture cards, mag with their interview or anything about them, small things that have pics of them. lots n lots of them. wahaha. i even kept a pic of tony sun in my super old wallet last time. omg. candid. haha. was laughing at myself for supporting them like crazy last time. haha. how silly am i. but. haha. come to think of it. last time i know every single song sang by them, all e shows they act. wow. cool. haha. anybody wants their album, tell me. i absolutely have no idea how to deal with them. will be sooo wasted to just throw them away. haha.

i am sick n tired of my job now. all thanks to my boss. thanks goldfish eyes. bleah. ok enough of complaint.

hmm. i feel like baking sth on sun. wat should i bake?? hmm. cupcakes?? cookies?? wahaha. yum yum. hehe.

okok. done here. i realise i have very serious short term memory. i was thinking of soo many things to write in my blog in e morning. but now. afew hours later, i forgotten.. oops sorry. hehe.
Patricia ♥ || 11:21 PM

wahaha. i think i am going to be a pig soon. i am like wanting to have supper now. omg. :( but cant lah. being eating so much fried food these few days. should like try to be on a diet for awhile. hmm. maybe i can eat next week?? haha.



Patricia ♥ || 11:43 PM

last nite. received a sweet msg from my darling. cute darling. brighten up my day. though i was like half awake when i woke up 2 check my hp at like 8+ in e morning. haha. but went back 2 slp. cos was still feeling tired. Darling. LOVE YOU TOO. MUACKS!!

finally cleared my rm like most of it alreadi. haha. feel like sooo clean n nice. but need more renovation n stuff. but wait till i got e *kaching* 1st. been spending alot these whole month. n i realise i have been repeatin this. cos it is realli true. need to control all my spending. like from immediate effect.

quite sian. morning lesson again 2mr. alittle regret choosing early morning lesson. somemore on a monday. like sunday isnt e day that i should slp early just because i have morning lesson on mon. but no choice. i will not slp early too. hehe. difficult for me 2 slp early. i am like if not over 12 or 1am. i will not wana slp or even feel tired. like now. i am like wide awake. only like 10% tired only.

:( i wana cry le lah. aiyo. i realise i did sth that i have regreted sooo much that i wana die le. :(
*sob* being searching high n low for it. i cant get it back anymore. *sob* how?? i thot i still have it. but i cant recall is it. i suddenly feel soo down now. hai. pple kill me. realli!! :(
Patricia ♥ || 11:33 PM

had being sick for e past 1 week. finally becoming so much better. but seems like m body is weaker. :( easily feeling giddy n seeing stars more often. hai. maybe cos was too sick.

darling. happy 16th. :) u must have forgotten alreadi. but u r forgiven. cos u have lots of exams n tests. hehe. more to come. hehe. n hor. u ah. if u dare to say things like if we didnt continue or things lidat again. u will... wahahaha. 知道吗?? pig head. hmpf.

ahhhhh. finding new job/tuition. any lobang pple?? :( need help here.

haha. okok. back to my shows. :) still at "we got married" sooo cute. guys must learn some tricks from e guys in there. honestly. they are realli sweet n nice.
Patricia ♥ || 1:32 AM

hmpf. today was quite angry early in e morning. but was better aft that. btw. trust is because u didnt do anything wrong that i can trust u. is that u have 2 show n prove that one can trust u. if not any tom dick or harry on e street that dun have any criminal record, we can just trust them. cos they didnt done anything wrong. zhi dao ma??

hai. my poor darling boy is sick. all thanks to ME. yes me. i pass e germs 2 him. hai. n his exams are coming. i should have like kept a distance away from him rite?? darling. take care k?? even though i cant take care of u for e next few days. but anything uncomfortable must say k?? hai. heartaching 2 hear him becoming sick. cos i am like almost dying when i am sooooo sick. wats more if is him, when he have 2 spend e extra effort 2 squeeze all e tiny small words from his notes into his brain. i feel like taking e whole week off to take care of him n make him feel better so that he con conc on studying. should i??

i spend like sooooo much $$ this whole month lah. like i think more than my monthly pay?? hai. but it is worth it 2 c pple smiling n appreciating wat i did. a sense of satisfaction. hehe. at least all e hard work pay off. but i think my pocket will going to be lighter soon. with other things 2 buy. hmm. suddenly i realise i am like spending money like nobody's business. omg. got to control. if only i got 2 earn more $$. maybe i should start planning on wat 2 spend for each month. haha. at least have a budget or sth. ya. if not. think i will get like negative amount in my bank acct. (provided there is such a thing. haha.)

okok. tada. still considering should i watch man u match. 2mr early in e morning theres like 8.30 lesson. hai. sian.
Patricia ♥ || 10:46 PM

wahaha. finally sitting comfortably in front of e comp with my milo dinosaur. wahaha. naughty me. having sore throat but still wana drink heaty stuff. but duno y. everytime i am sick. i have e urge to eat all e food that will cause me 2 be even more sick. hehe. no choice. food is more impt. haha.

i think we girls, must come up with sth that will turn guys' eyes red or itchy, when they look at other girls. totally agree. 100% agree. yeah. hmpf.

i still havent get 2 drink my fave orange juice. sweet with alittle bit of sour n cold. yumyum. omg. i am drooling. hehe. i will get some 2mr.

have 2 start 2 study. it is like nov alreadi. n i think exams are like afew months time. i am not going 2 slack my way thru like last year. i have to aim for at least my 2nd cls upper. but 1st of all. i am going 2 settle down 1st. like getting myself into wat i wana do now. haha. but i also have 2 study. have been slacking for quite awhile le.

n my voice is still not getting any better. n my bro is calling me a donald duck for my voice. AHHHH. but at least it is better than ytd. haha. okok. gtg n rest. tired alreadi.
Patricia ♥ || 1:14 AM

:( not feeling good now. headache, whole body feeling cold n aching. block nose that makes me hard to breathe and lastly bad sore throat that make me sound like a crow. omg. can anything get better?? never will i see a doc. nonono. i am like only relying on panadol for my fever, pi pa gao for my sore throat, and trying my best to clear my nose to help in my block nose. but seems to be useless. hai. izzit h1n1?? shouldnt be lah. haha. just hope i get well soon. :( so uncomfortable.

hmm. found out sth weird n strange. just like hmm. curious. but theres nth i can do to know more.

still watching my fave "we got married" omg. it is sooo cute. i was laughing. but no sound came out. can imagine how bad my throat is now. sigh. cant eat most of my fave food for e time being. hai...

okok. gtg n rest. sick pple like me need lotsa rest. :)
Patricia ♥ || 3:15 PM

:( pain pain. hai. nothing i can do 2 let it be painless. :( all my fault lah. *sob* PPPAAAAIIINNNN!!!!!

wow. aft watching like 20 epi of "we got married" i am soooo envious. hyunjoong from ss501 is so cute as a husband. haha. aft watching afew epi. i wana go beach, theme park, have picnic, play "tsunami". i think one day i should take leave, and ask afew friends to accompany me. hehe. sort of a.. hmm. one day enjoyment before e end of year?? haha. cool. think about it makes me soooo excited. wahaha. start planning soon. wahahaha.

wow. etude house products are quite good. like e lip gloss. got peach smell. just my type. even e base. cool. yum yum. hehe.

tada. done for e day. continue with my show n all my "wow!"s.
Patricia ♥ || 10:38 PM

wahahaha. today. on e train. i saw a guy with cup size D. yupyup. A, B, C, "D". is like omg. i think he is a PT(personal trainer). cos his arm is like i think 5 times my size. omg. his chest is like WOW. girls i call them "boing boing". for him. i think i muct use "bang bang" haha. realli. not tat i am e only one looking. even a 5 year old boy is looking or should i say observing him. wahaha. e small boy is looking at him from top 2 bottom. then up again. haha. amazed. somemore somemore. e moment he bent down. i can c his cleavage. omg. it is all girls' dream cleavage. AHHHHHHH. haha. okok enough of this.

next stupid boss. stingy, calculative, goldfish faced boss. 10 mins, which is worth of like $1.30, he must also calculate to e min. omg. he is like super cannot make it. please lor. imagine his workers can talk well to other managers but not to him. wouldnt he feel ashame. tsk tsk.

recently i have been watching this korean variety show name "We Got Married". realli nice. at least to me it is nice n funny. it is a show, where celebrities will pretend to be married, and stay together as married couples, then slowly, u will c how they interact and start to grow closer to each other and even seems as if they are realli married. realli nice. haha. worth watching. some couples are realli soooo romantic n cute. just like my dream marriage life. haha. realli sooo cute, sweet and romantic.

nowadays, i realise i have soooooo many things that i wana do n go. wow. think by just counting. i think count till 2mr, i will not be able to fin counting. wahaha. duno. just have e urge 2 do. i mean. maybe i am kinda sick of my current life of working n no tuition n stuff. :(
wana quit e stupid job n get more tuitions. wahahaha. i think i am better at teaching. not tat i wana 吹牛. haha. but it is true. hehe. oops.

okok. end here. wana go do my things le. busy busy.
Patricia ♥ || 11:15 PM

stupid boss. fox face, goldfish eyes, choo choo train mouth. irritating pig. nonono. irritating fox. trying 2 cheat my $$. hmpf. enough of him. later dirty my blog.

wa. i realise there are soooo many thingy i wana buy. need soooo much $$ lah. i am aiming a new hp. GD900 crystal. it is super nice n pretty lah. sooo my style. oops. hehe. but is like one of my friend say that it will not last long. :( hai. still considering. haha. maybe by then i will get to like another phone again.

haha. 2dae e stupid boss gets wat he deserve. wahahaha. orh bi quack. today max only 1 ppl working under him. wahaha. goody good.
Patricia ♥ || 1:59 PM

ytd. last nite. i had a dream then i thot i will never get 2 dream anymore. (: thanks darling. for making my dreams come true again. early morning 2day. i thot i am dreaming. thats y i will be so silly 2 ask u if everything is true. haha. silly me.

all e sufferings that i have been going thru are gone. my dear. i realise tat it is so hard 2 let go all the while. i tried throwing all our memories away. everything of u. i just wana throw, but i just cant bear 2 do it. i tried 2 make myself busy, so that i wont think of u. but this make me even more tired, even more thinking bout u.

lucky there will not be any of these days. i just realise, my love for you is soo deep. that it cant be explain. nothing's gonna change my love for you. i just love u, no matter how u become, wat have u become.

I love you darling baby. this much. *arms wide apart* hehe. :D
Patricia ♥ || 12:32 AM

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