hai. not sure why but feeling quite moody. hmm. not sure. but just dun feel like smiling. yupyup. maybe cos too many things happening..
hmm. quit e empty vessel place. means lesser income. got to look for more tuition. ahhhhh. tuition tuition tuition. pls be attracted 2 me. here here.
plus havin 2 teach ur own relatives. realli bring lots of trouble. tuition fees part is llike. roar. hello. it is soo low. n u wan soo many things from me. pls lah. wat u wan me 2 do. u ownself teach lah. stupid find me for. irritating pig. dun think i dun make noise means i take everything k. u r just stupidly pushing my limits sickening pig. ROAR.
sorry. but just that i think that i have been too nice a person to everyone that they all take me for granted. stupidly bully me when i dun make noise. sickening pigs out there. i have my own limits. onli that my limits are soo much lower as compared 2 other pple out there. soo stupidly sickeningly stop pushing anymore. i am just sooo going 2 explode here. n honestly. it wont be nice if i realli were to explode. it will be super ugly for everything. honestly. my limits are reaching. i am just being nice and sickening pple just keep pushing my sickeningly limits. honestly. i realli feel like scolding vulgarities now. pple who know me knew i nv or even hate vulgarities. soo u all can guess how pissed off/ angry/ sad/ annoyed/ irritated by all these sickening pple. they show me that it dun pay 2 be nice. in e end u r bullied. soo wats e use of being nice. honestly. its no long "u reap wat u sow" its like "u will nv get wat u provide". i thot that by treating pple nice, they will do e same to u too. cos seeing pple smile realli make me happy. so i will try my best to like make surrounding fren and relatives smile by helping them in every way. but wat do i get in return?? shit. nothing but shit. soo do i still have 2 continue 2 be nice 2 everybody?? i duno. continue 2 let pple bully me?? continue 2 be unhappy on my own??
honestly. i think i should think more for myself. if i dun think for myself. who will think for u?? ans:nobody.
hai. thanks for letting me let out all my anger. i mean i do feel alittle better. now that i say everything out. realli.
Patricia ♥ || 8:56 PM